yeah.. i'm still on this planet. it has been quite a while since i've checked my deviant page, since my life is full with "nothing-ness" again. i just don't know how to tell. i'm back in holland since last winter, and ever since then things are.. nothing-ness like. life is supposed to be building up but it isn't. when i opened my page tonight it kinda hurt. it reminds me of my life how it used to be. things went wrong, very wrong. i miss my life, i miss my daughter, i miss photography, miss inspiration, i miss myself. on the other hand it is good to take a look at my old photo's because it makes me remember that i am somebody, that there are